i wish i may... i wish i might, run from this thing that has given me such fright
I wonder what would happen if i allowed myself to fall in love.
Loving is easy; all i need to do is treat others equal to me; of
course, i can be selective, and choose whom, when, what, and where...
however, now? i'm wondering.
half of me wants to run away and take a trip and wish for this, and not
ever deal with it, when its gifted to me.
the other half wants to embrace and enjoy the euphoric properties and essence of these sensations...
however, there are so many different reasons for each, and none outweigh the opposite numbers.
so i guess i should just sit back and let things run their course, and from this i'll decide if it's what i really want, need or have craved.
I'll never really know though, after all it does take two to participate, and both to listen, express and open up to the clarity of it.
of course, i am most likely running ahead of myself, and driving myself into a quick discovery at a new type of pain, when all is said and done.
one never knows do they?
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