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Monday, May 02, 2005

(j wrote....)
he watches her, sitting at the desk in the high back dining chair, her head leaning over the papers on the desk, hands clasped behind her back between her and the back of the chair... walking up behind her careful not to disturb her in thought, he forms a circle with his index finger and thumb, wrapping them around her wrist, whispering in her ear, "click, i just cuffed you, you're mine now"

her head snaps up from her deep concentration, as he swings the chair around, trapping her arms between the small of her back and the chair, sitting on the chair, pulling her legs overtop his, pushing her hard, back against the chair...

she glares at him with a mixture of curiousity, and annoyance at the interruption.

with his hand on the back of her head, and her legs stretched over his, pushed together, almost crotch to crotch, he leans into kiss her...

inspite of herself, she opens her mouth to recieve his lips, just as he grazes her, he stops, with a mischievous smirk.

she tries to bite him for failing to kiss her, just as he pulls her head back.

he wraps his hand around her back, interlacing fingers and pulls her close to him, as he presses toward her, letting his lips rest against her inner neck, just about her collar-bone, opening his lips extending his tongue just to graze with his breathe contrasting the wetness left as a trail, dragging his lips just barely above her flesh, occasionally dragging his teeth from her ear to the bone on her shoulder...

letting go of her hair, he reaches around lifting her, as she wraps her legs around him, pushing forward against him, forcing his mouth harder against the muscle just below your ear. biting her exacts a quiet sound as her arms wrap around him... he leans into the wall, gripping her firmly by her thighs....

(c wrote...)
she places her hands on the sides of his head...gently running her fingers through his soft hair. with a firm hand she tilts his head up and back against the wall so his chin is directly above her mouth. he feels her warm breath as she parts her lips while staring deeply into his eyes...her glistening tongue reflecting from the light breaks his stare. He looks down anticipating the softness of her fllesh on him...with tender passion she traces the outline of his chin..from the dimple on his chin down to his neck...he lets out a heavy moan that sends chills over her body. using her lips..to place soft kisses on his chest she reaches the top of his shirt. again she looks up and stares into his soulful eyes...he pulls her in even tighter. his hands cupping her bottom. and in one swift movement he.......

(j wrote...)
holding her firmly, he spins her around pressing her - chest to waist into the wall - pulling her head sidways biting lightly and firmly into the muscle above her collarbone and back of her neck, pressing himself into her lowerback, pushing his hand just inside her waist band, he drags his nails across her firm soft belly, as a deep quiet moan escapes her throat, she pushes back against him, her hands reaching around pulling him in closer... she turns her head and their lips meet in the first full embrace, tongues dancing lightly, yet hungrily....

slowly she faces him, they release their clenched pressure, body off body.... looking into her eyes, everything is shown, his heart, his mind his soul, touching her's....

<...time passes...>

(j writes...)
the haze closes in around his eyes, choking his breathe, the smell of sulphur burns the inside of his nostrils as tears stream down his eyes... ...the evil, the fullest purest evil... bile vomitting from the core of hurts past bubble past his lips... she stumbles, falling back against the wall as tears and fear and the ebb of heartbreak wracks her body, as a rag doll...

deep inside himself, the man he is tries to reach out through the shackles and chains binding him to the deepest recess of his heart, unable to stop the evil spewing through his outer shell...

...through the windows of his eyes he watches the clouds roll in to block his vision of her, the dream taken shape fades into a cloud of abyss from the depths of tartarus...

...every insecurity he has crashing into every one of her fears, fragmenting and clouding deeper darker pains, every shared truth from each striped to its core of vulnerability, destroying the truth of tasted love and hope, faith distorted, trust betrayed, their safety of the walls crumble to the ground quaked by the shaking foundation...

...her pain, so intense, shattering her to the depths, beyond recovery, retaliates in an equal venom, each denouncing the other, love tasted buried to squelch the pain neither thought possible... hatred equal to his thrown back at him...

neither desiring it, niether able to bare it, both choking on the death occuring inside the one heart, ripped again toward two broken shards of fragile crystal... one heart, one spirit, one soul destroyed...

in the shadows, the evil hiss and laughter of the darkness, prideful at its ability to destroy a perfect heart... the dark coal of his eyes, hissing in purest hatred, a never ending black... yanking on the chains of each hurt he has them bound with... first him, then her... tugging in unison to imflict the greatest choke for each toward the other... a groan of acid dripping from his lips in satisfaction...

in the heavens, he cries, looking down on what he had created, the perfection splinters into a thousand fragments on the tile floor, shattered into dust... "why weren't they strong enough? Why didn't they trust enough?"

the cloud encompasses them completely, he cannot see her, she cannot see him... each realized dream vapourized in a moment. Replaced by empty aching pain...

a living death begins...

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