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FINALLY!!!!!
good sex :)
k, clearly this isn't a concern to me any longer.
the last girl i was with, i couldn't stay hard, and i though, huh, maybe being over 40 now had something to do with it, however, that obviously isn't the case :)
the woman i was involved with this time, actually wants to be with me, and isn't playing some self focused, eh i'll use whomever i want till i'm bored.
the last girl i was with didn't want to be with me; and she made a point of telling that to anyone that would listen, and of course, she told me she wanted to be with me.
now, i believe, especially now, that it is possible to sense if someone you're being intimate with, actually is attracted, or desires you; and i beleive, (now this is only for those who have some semblence of being intouch with themselves and their own feelings), that this realization, and/or sensing, does affect one's own verility.
and it is a damn HUGE relief to me, that everything still works the way its supposed to, and has historically done.
good to know that it wasn't me, and isn't me. good to know that I could sense that the last girl i was with with full of shit. good to know that i'm spiritually intune enough to know and sense that something is off center, or askew.
good to know..
and damn happy that phew!! it isn't me. and I'm still able to stay hard for days at a time if i'm with someone that is equally as interested in me, as I am in her. :)
man, why did i waste my time with that pathetic little emotionally incapable self focused spoiled little brat. no wonder it didn't work. she spent all of her time lying to herself, how could she have possibly been honest with me :
man, what a friggin relief!!!!!
its amazing being intimate with someone that is a participant, and not a corpse.
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