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have you ever wondered? - Wednesday, March 29, 2006

has anyone besides me ever wondered how anyone can say "its you and so and so that are my evil and what hurts me" and claim the innocence of zero contribution?

God has said, "it is evil that eats and wipes its mouth and says I have done no evil" and it is a fool that blames everyone else for its suffering, and claims no accountability.

Lord? I have often wondered why you allow people to be deluded? You are not a God that says run away, yet those who run away say you said to do it?
you are not a God that says, be in fear and anxiety! yet those who live in it, claim you say it?
you are not a God that says, Love is only according to what you can handle, cuz that is what i gave you! cuz I've watched you allow people to suffer in order for them to even perceive love.

well, I guess you're right, that in these days people will seek signs and wonders, and cling to the deception of self consternations; expecting you to be what they desire; clueless that the god of this world, the enemy of you, can and does bless.

You Lord have destroyed entire nations, destroyed the planet once, declared us all evil and not worthy of you, and yet, still decided to be a man, become a human and be born as one, and suffer as one, mocked, and chocked and finally killed by us, just to save us, and yet, still most will not accept you...

interesting isn't it? that what you said would occur has occured.
you said, that we are given to live once, and once only and then eternity (whether we live or die eternily is up to our free will), yet many claim past lives, and spirit guides, when you say that is all a lie and trick.

you never gave us a spirit of fear, and yet so many claim that they listen to you and live in fear?

fear is what it does. It is fight, flight or paralysis. ironic to watch those attributes acted out in those that claim they have no fear.

she ran from downtown. that is fear.
she has hidden away. that is fear.

none of those attributes are a reflection of you. yet, she claims you are the one guiding her. she hasn't any idea of what your words are, and yet she claims that you are guiding her?

Lord, you said that your sheep hear your voice, and will all act in unison; and so many of the folks that claim you, don't know you as they wrestle in contention with each other, trying to walk to the beat of their own drum...

and the beauty of it for me is this pappa... no one can say that they serve you and at the same time, claim that " I did this, and I did that, and all the evil is you and you and you" because those are distinctly opposite of every example, historical proof, and referenced witness of all that you have ever done or represented in the history of the human race.

interesting isn't it?

well its all good. you said most would not see you and most wouldn't understand, clinging to their own wisdom, and falling into the abyss.

c'est la vie.
again, you've delivered me from the snare of the fowlers hand, and the evil of the deceiver; and still it saddens me to watch the deciever control the weak minded and the weak willed by misguided concepts; as he laughs at them.

you said to eat meat. you commanded it, and you also said that if we didn't we'd be more susceptible to the enemy. Its interesting to watch how accurate every word that you have ever stated is truth.

There isn't anything that you have ever told me that hasn't fully come to pass and hasn't been proven verbatim.

so you're right. Let the dead, bury the dead.

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