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well funny how that goes eh? - Friday, March 31, 2006

Interesting stuff :) I get rid of all the dross in my life and guess what happens?
God returns everyone to my life, whom knows Him. I don't mean flakes that think they know Him with their pseudo spirituality embracing the universe and sexual "liberation" (that always cracks me up, why is it that the sexually liberal always end up w/ std's? thngs that make you go hmmmmm.... heh)

got an email from Corrie and haven't heard from her in three years.
Mike is back in town and I haven't seen him in three years.

Steve, and Michael, and Anatoli have contacted me, and I've not heard from any of them in three years.

three is the number of God's witness.
God the father, God the son, God the Spirit.

One is the proof of three, which is the proof of One, as we're made in His image (spirit, soul, and flesh [not to be mistaken with body, cuz mind will and emotions are flesh, and neither spiritual or soulical... course, you have to know God to know that.])

for those of you whom are curious.
1: is the number of God
2: is the number of division (or tearing apart)
3: is the number of witness (0r proof)
4: is the number of foundation or stability
5: is the numberr of grace
6: is the number of man
7: is the number of completion
8: is the number of new beginning
9: (i still don't know what 9 is)
10: is the number of mans form of government
11: (don't know this one either)
12: is the number of heavenly government (12 tribes of israel, 12 apostles etc)
13: is the number of satan
14: is the nunmber of Christ (2 x 7 = 14 and 2 defines the division between life and death).

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woah nellie :O -

well holy honking who'da thunk it??? :O

I think that there will be a few folks from work coming as well... what the ?????

well whatever, no worries, better a diversity of eclectic pal's then no pals at all eh?

what a mix. : wiccans (and we all know what i think of thier spun little "i have power, I like myself and I am worthy" crap), christians (oughtta make for some entertaining dialogue considering the first batch, hehe, i love entertainment), geeks, cuz i'm a geek, so call it what you will, a few university prof's and so forth... i mean holy crap :O even an alternative band to party with ... no no no, they're not going to play, cuz well we're not set up for them to play anyway, its all about hanging, eating good food, drinking a few brew, and dyalectic conversations....

:)

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its great to be me :D -

So then,
the big weekend has arrived :D
roomy and I have to buzz to costco early tonight and pick up all that meat :O 300$ worth of fresh steaks, lamb, lobster, chicken etc... mikey said he's bringing beef ribs so he's gonna meet us tonight early after work, and Teresa is bringing evenascence.... yes the band evenescence. they were at her club, cuz apparantly they hang out here in van on occasion, and of course i didn't believe her, till i went by last night and lo and behold, she's hotter in life then in video :) so that's pretty cool, we'll have a couple of celebs at our little humble barbque. we'll see if that happens. :)

picked up a new one last night cuz downstairs knob will get all wah wah i can't control you wah you can't use my bbq (like he bought it or something, or even the propane, cuz lets face it, kevin won't buy what he can't steal or scam eh boys?), so that offsets his little temper tantrums. :)

way more people going to be there than i had initially expected though, it was supposed tobe a small humble gathering of only a dozen or so, and its already over 50 + people plus partners and friends.... so woah, i am NOT supplying the liquor, that's for damn sure... byob boys and girls :)

I don't know where everyone is going to sleep though, i'd think that most of em will go home. Sarah can stay of course, and a few others, mikey and dave and .... well we'll see who else.

its amazing, i've known sarah for ages, and it never occured to me that she'd be involved with me, but then i don't know why not. she's bright, intelligent, educated, has a hell of a lot going for her, and I've never heard her ever say a mean thing about anyone... that and she's not afraid of her own shadow.... no tattoo's, doesn't neeed to be a biker, isn't caught up in all the cliche disgrunted youth crap and at least has been around the world. my own kind... :) being hot doesn't hurt either *blush*

its nice being able to say something without the other person immeditately going into insecurity defence mode. man, what a difference it is dating an adult, from an infant... eh?

k, well i've got to get to work now :)
caio boys and girls.

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runes and other false spirituality -

runes... well in ten words or less.. they're rocks. the druids used em and they're extinct.
do you really think that the rocks are smarter after all these hundreds of years?

everyone that was ever truly spiritual, didn't have an air of spirituality about them. they were to cognative to put on that rediculious form of godliness. besides, true spirituality is the fullest realization that man is powerless, and God, through Jesus Christ (Yeshua Messiah) is the only true spirit.

the weaker the mind, the more robust the pursuit of self fullfilling spiritual awakening.
God proves science, history and so forth, and science history and so forth prove God.

there aren't any spirits that used to be human. there isn't any "past lives" no one use to be a dog or a prince, or a trucker.... actually, in that gendre, it would be easier to be a bug and hope you don't run into someone you offended in a "previous life" that came back as a windshield.

there is a reason that time is measured before christ and after christo death... God will not be ignored. So those of you that don't realize that Jesus Christ Is God as a man, can't accept the truth of yourselves, and the innateness of all humanity, and all of the truths therein.

and incidently, religion and God aren't related. Never dissmiss the creator of all tiime and space, with the corrupted nature of all men. We aspire. God is. We achieve, God is. this isn't a "trip of growth" cuz God already created perfection. anyone thinking that God is letting them grow, innately by that statement, says that God makes mistakes. Perfect is perfect. Perfect cannot be flawed.

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